Lady Gaga: "Sometimes I still feel like people are trying to destroy me..."

Lady Gaga has tearfully confessed on film that she thinks "people are trying to destroy her."

The 25-year-old singer broke down in a documentary extract posted online last night (April 24) and spoke of how much she fears criticism, admitting she feels like a "loser kid in high school."

In the black and white YouTube clip, posted before she went on stage in New York's Madison Square Garden for her Monster Ball tour, she sobbed: "I still sometimes feel like a loser. It's crazy, cos it's like we're at the Garden, but I still feel like a loser kid in high school.

"Sometimes I still feel like people are trying to destroy me... I cannot be destroyed and I will not be destroyed. And you will never destroy the kingdom that is my fans."

The outlandish "Judas" hitmaker—who was recently criticized on micro-blogging website Twitter for the bizarre artwork of her new album Born This Way which depicts her morphing into a mutant motorcycle—went on to say she feels like she has to "fight" to remain a "superstar" for the sake of her young fans.

She said: "I just have to pick my s*** up. Pick myself up and tell myself I'm a superstar every morning just so I can get through this day.

"I feel like I have to fight. I'm fighting for every kid that's like me, that's felt like I've felt and feels like I still feel."

She added: "I just wanna be a queen but sometimes I just don't feel like one. It's not about being a winner for me anymore, you know. It's about being a winner for them."

The clip was filmed as part of documentary Lady Gaga Presents The Monster Ball Tour: At Madison Square Garden which will be aired next month.

Lady Gaga

WHY IS SHE FAMOUS

With her skyrocketing fame, outrageous outfits and controversial acts, Lady Gaga might just be the new Madonna. Her singles "Just Dance," "Poker Face," "Telephone," and "Alejandro" off of her debut album The Fame were all smash hits and seemed to revive the music-video industry. Now, with a just-released new single, "Born This Way," multiple awards and an outlandish entrance at the 2011 Grammys, Lady Gaga's celebrity is growing to infinite heights.

Lady Gaga Quote

"I always loved rock and pop and theater. When I discovered Queen and David Bowie is when it really came together for me, and I realized I could do all three."

81 SEX APPEAL

Unlike many pop stars (remember Britney's virginity shtick?), Lady Gaga often proclaims her fondness for sex, and her persona is built around her sexuality. Like Madonna in her prime, Lady Gaga is intent on pushing boundaries and has shocked audiences in the process. But her unique, outrageous style paired with a killer body makes for quite the pretty package. She's often photographed wearing eccentrically revealing clothing (remember the meat dress?) and has been known to forgo pants altogether. We think we could get behind that trend. 

85 SUCCESS

We're pretty sure Lady Gaga will continue to record more hit tunes, rack in some more awards at the Grammys, start appearing in the lad mags, and solidify her reputation as a dance music queen. Although her songs are all over the radio and her face is all over the internet, her upcoming second album will prove for sure that she's got staying power.

LADY GAGA BIOGRAPHY

Stefani Germanotta (later known as Lady Gaga) was born March 28, 1986, in New York City to an Italian-American family. She attended Convent of the Sacred Heart school and, as a little girl, she remembers singing into a plastic tape recorder to the likes ofCyndi Lauper and Michael Jackson. By age 4, Lady Gaga had taught herself to play the piano, and when she was a teenager, she penned her first song. When she was just 14, she was playing open mike nights at New York’s Bitter End, and by the age of 17, she had been accepted into the Tisch School of the Arts at NYU.

Lady Gaga started working the local Lower East Side club scene, performing then-hits like "Beautiful Dirty Rich" while donning her unique stage outfits. When she was 20, she started working for Interscope Records and was busy writing songs for other musical groups such as The Pussycat Dolls.

In August 2007, Lady Gaga performed at Lollapalooza.

Lady Gaga Releases The Fame With The Hit "Just Dance"

In 2008, Lady Gaga released her debut album The Fame, which included the hit tracks "Just Dance," "Boys, Boys, Boys," "Poker Face," and "Alejandro." She sang at the Winter Music Conference in March 2008. In July, she performed on the reality show So You Think You Can Dance as well as at the Miss Universe 2008 pageant. Then, that September, she made a guest appearance on MTV's The Hills, costarring Lauren Conrad, Heidi Montag,Whitney Port, and Audrina Patridge.

In mid-2008, soon after she began getting major exposure, Lady Gaga dyed her naturally brown hair platinum blond. Apparently she was being confused with fellow rebel songstress Amy Winehouse.

Lady Gaga Collaborates With Beyonce

In 2010, Lady Gaga released "Telephone," a collaboration with Beyonce that became a smash hit. For the song, the two singers filmed a high-concept, high-budget music video that, at nine minutes long, put them on par with with pop culture icons like Michael Jackson and Madonna.

Lady Gaga Wins A Grammy In 2010

Lady Gaga garnered multiple awards for her hit single, earned a nomination for Album of the Year and won Best Electronic/Dance Album at the 2010 Grammys. Her song "Poker Face" was also nominated for Song of the Year.

Lady Gaga At The 2011 Grammys

At the 2011 Grammys, Lady Gaga won awards for Best Female Pop Vocal Performance for "Bad Romance;" Best Pop Vocal Album for Fame Monster and Best Video for "Bad Romance." But more than for her awards, Lady Gaga made a splash with her entrance -- she was carried in by models in a giant egg. If you thought she couldn't outdo the meat dress from last year, well, she did.

And with the release of "Born This Way," the first single from her upcoming album, Lady Gaga is steady on her rise to the highest echelons of pop stardom, determined to surprise us every step of the way.

Cindi Lauper is coming to MIAMI in August!

Is this picture of Cindi giving you flashbacks of the 80's? Awesome! If you were too young to purchase concert tickets back in the day, then here's your chance to watch Cindi Lauper LIVE in Miami! I'm sure Cindi's infamous song, "Girls just Want to Have Fun," is probably playing in your head right now. Make sure to save the date: Tuesday, August 3rd, 2010 at The Adrienne Arsht Center for the Performing Arts. Watch Cyndi Lauper as she performs songs from her album “Bring Ya To The Brink”. Lauper's success in the mid-1980s began with the release of her first album “She’s So Unusual.” After touring the world, she became the first female singer to have four top-five singles released from one album. Over the course of her career, Lauper has released 11 albums and over 40 singles while selling more than 25 million records worldwide. That's definitely impressive...girl power!!! Ticket prices for the concert start at $39.75. To purchase tickets online, visit www.arshtcenter.org. Who knows? Maybe Cindi's friends will come out to watch her show in Miami (fingers crossed for a Lady Gaga cameo). It might happen if we start a Facebook group...

Disclaimer: Lady Gaga has not been confirmed to attend this concert. My previous statement (above this photo) was solely written out of wishful thinking. xo

Dear Readers, Happy New Year's Eve!!!

In honor of Lady Gaga, who will be hosting the HOTTEST New Year's Eve Party at the Fontainebleau Hotel tonight, I'd like to share a special music video. Beyonce's "Video Phone" song featuring Lady Gaga is my absolute favorite! This is the song I will be rocking out to tonight so watch out MIAMI. To my readers who have supported my blog thus far: THANK YOU and may 2010 bring you love, peace & happiness! Enjoy the video (brought to you by MTV) and have a fabulous new year's eve bash! xoxo http://www.mtv.com/videos/beyonce/455581/video-phone-extended-remix.jhtml#id=1518072

$25,000 to see Lady Gaga on New Year's?

A week ago, I posted information about Lady Gaga's New Year's Eve bash at the Fontainebleau Hotel on January 31st. BUT, I just found out that tickets range from $425 to $25,000. Is it really worth spending all this money to see Lady Gaga? For those looking for a free event, check out the "Downtown Countdown" at Bayfront Park on January 31st (8 p.m.). Enjoy the disco sounds of DJ Tarik and a fireworks display over Biscayne Bay when the clock strikes midnight! Watch the Big Orange ascend the side of the Hotel Intercontinental as the seconds count down.

Another option: celebrate New Year's Eve at Club 50 located on the 50th floor of the Viceroy Hotel (485 Brickell Avenue) in Downtown Miami. General admission is $200 ($75 for ladies, depends on space availability) from 8:30 p.m. to 12:30 a.m. All guests will have open bar privileges and a champagne toast at midnight. The hotel's restaurant, Eos, is also offering dinner and a complimentary glass of champagne for $125 per person. To make your reservations, call 305-503-4400, Ext. 7138.

New Year's Eve is right around the corner! Where ever you decide to celebrate...make sure to ring in the new year with style. Here's to 2010...CHEERS!!

Lady Gaga's coming to town!

Want to welcome the new year with Lady Gaga? On December 31st, Lady Gaga will be making an appearance at the James L. Knight Center in Downtown Miami at 7 p.m. Afterwards, she'll be heading over to the Fontainebleau Hotel in Miami Beach where she plans to officially ring in the new year! All events are scheduled to take place around the hotel's pool deck and inside LIV Nightclub (4441 Collins Avenue, Miami Beach). Lady Gaga will hit the stage to sing her first song of 2010 along with DJ David Berrie & Jus Ske. For event information or to purchase your tickets, please visit http://livnightclub.com/. This is definitely Miami's most exclusive celebrity New Year's Eve Bash. Don't miss out!